Sorry if I startled you.

Hi everyone! I have a small correction to my last entry. I was in an absolutely foul mood when I wrote that. I was lonely, tired as all get out, frustrated that I couldn't get in contact with that one person, and to top it all off: I was out of chocolate! I do appreciate me for me, and on most days I am perfectly content with being alone, but sometimes I get down on myself about myself, and it gets ugly. I do have a tendency to speak without thinking, and I am working on it, but it drives me crazy when some one gets mad and I can remember what I might have said in order to apologize for it. Trust me folks, I'm perfectly fine now, I don't have any thoughts of "harming myself", I had a good cry, raided the fridge, and fell asleep watching "The Golden Girls". I'm fine and I have started a diet to change somethings about myself that I have a problem with. Anyone know of a "diet chocolate"?