Problem One: me

I have a problem. ME. There is just something going on around me lately that worries me. I try my hardest to be likable to other people, but I wind up with more people hating me. I just don't realize that I've said something stupid until it's too late. And I wonder why I spend so much of my time alone. Even the people who love me seemed to have backed away or have abandoned me all together. I'm depressed because I have no one to lean on, and I'm too depressed to attempt to find some one to lean on. I miss the one person I have always been able to count on for the past six years. Right now he has been busy with work and I have only talked to him once in the last two weeks. I miss him like crazy and I think I'm cracking up without him. I'm so lonely and miserable, it feels like the whole world is crashing down around me.